If I were a boarder.

If I knew how to correctly handle a skateboard, Arlington would be a very significant portion of heaven these days. Arlington-the-city just opened a brand-spanking-new skate park. Supposedly, it's a super-nice skate park. I went to the grand opening on Saturday, and I watched a bunch of 10-year-olds try to impress their parents with their mad skills. The main feature of the park is a full pipe with an enclosed bowl on one end. I have already dubbed this the 'den o' debauchery' thinking that some crazy stuff will go on inside there, because you can't see inside it from the road. I'm hoping that it won't become a skateboarder baby-making factory.

My friends Erin and Susie came over for dinner-and-a-movie night on Saturday, which made my heart just swim with happiness as we ate beautiful mannicotti and laughingly talked of my friend at Starbuck's who has been titled "Barrista Boy."

And to complete my weekend happiness, the Stillaguamish Athletic Club, of which I am a member, began offering a Sunday afternoon "Yoga Fit" class, in which I learned how to do this.

Identity Confirmed.

Last night I gave the Youth Group Sermon at Arlington Free Methodist Church, where I have been working as a volunteer leader for the last four months. There are usually 70-80 kids that come to their Youth Center on any given Wednesday because the facility not only has an indoor skate park, it also has an Arcade Room lit only by Blacklights with 2 DDR Boards. It's interesting.

So I shared from my heart about what it means to answer the questions "who am I?" and "what do I want to be?" and I showed a clip from "The Bourne Identity" when Matt Damon is trying to figure out who he is and Marie says to him "You will probably forget me!" and he says, "Forget You? You're the only person I know!" (I used this clip mostly because it was Matt Damon and then I twisted it to have an illustrative purpose. The senior high girls affirmed my choice in movie clips.)

And then I shared about how to Jesus, when we're sitting there wondering if anyone remembers us, He is sitting there saying, "Forget you? You're the only person I know!" And I also talked about what kind of person you are when you build your identity around sex/drugs/friends/anger/money compared to what kind of person you are when you build your life around Jesus.

I think it went well. One of the kids I know who came last night for the first time in months came up and specifically told me what a great job I did, so that meant a lot...and one of my girls that I mentor regularly kept referring to me as "Hey Heather Great Sermon" for the rest of the night. So...that was good.

One of the other volunteers said a kid she has been praying for asked her to pray with him about some stuff after the speaking was done, which was awesome and makes it all worth it.

Countdown to the Apocalypse

Hours left to finish sermon: five.
# of estimated listeners: 80.
Average age of listeners: 15.3. (Mean 14, Mode 13.)
Estimated length of attention span of listeners: 5 minutes.
Time alloted by Pastor Nathan to be filled with Heather's sermon: 20-30 minutes.
# of words written thus far: 0.
# of video clips chosen thus far: 2.
# of journals/concordances/Bibles stacked on desk for reference: 7.
# of incoherent ideas floating around in head currently: 8,742.
Topic: Identity.
Feelings on current state of being: not available for comment.

My Dad is a Famous Rock Photographer.

Back in the 70's, my dad used to go to concerts all the time and take pictures of them. 30 years later, he's been sending the pictures to fansites and people are super-excited and posting them online. So--you should go check out dad's photography work for Black Sabbath, Uriah Heep, and Wild Turkey. Not only do I have a mountain named after me, I am now also the daughter of a famous rock photographer.

Me and my girls on the Skagit Eagle Float last weekend. We saw 80 Bald Eagles in 3 hours! Woohoo! 

Waterlogged.

For TWO weekends in a row, I have found myself floating down a river in a boat. Last weekend, it was during our ridiculously program-driven-back-up-planned Snow Retreat--when Bronco and I took 12 of the 76 kids for an Eagle Float on the Skagit River.

The Eagle Float was amazing mostly because it required little to no physical effort and it allowed 80 of us to float down the Skagit River spotting bald eagles (according to one of my girls, we saw 86. i wasn't really looking that close.) We apparently offended one eagle when we mocked him for being a bit on the large side, to which he responded with a loud sqwaaak and flew away.

This past weekend, I went with ten YD friends on a Class II jaunt down the Sauk River. It was only my second time EVER in a hardshell kayak, and the first time is barely above counting because that river was as flat as the 2-liter that's been sitting in my fridge since September. Apparently I was doing well, because the water experts (6 of my 10 friends on the trip are River Guides and 3 of them were under the age of 9 but are practically river guides) kept inquiring as to whether or not I had more experience that I was letting on...um, no, i said. I'm just that good.

What they didn't know is that I'm actually the biggest wuss in the world in high adventure situations, and I really don't like doing anything risky or death-defying. As long as I know I'm safe, I'm fine. So--when you're kayaking next to six professionals, you feel pretty certain that you won't die. And--most importantly, you follow their lead and do what they tell you to do. If they angle their boat to the left, so do you. If they stay on the inside part of the river bend, so do you. If they take the wrong direction and get stranded on the rocks in a shallow part of the river, so do you.

I'm really good about reading the directions. I just bought a new blender and a new toaster, and I always read the instruction manuals, so that I know not to stick my hand in the blender while it's still plugged in--and when there's a chance that I'm going to flip over in my kayak and not know how to roll back over and have to swim down a snowy river in February, I would much rather just do what they tell me to.

Thus--I escaped my river adventure on the Sauk still dry and only slightly freezing and feeling much more daring to learn how to roll my kayak so I can attack some bigger whitewater.

May I say that I love rafting in the winter? Because I do.
May I say that I love having friends who are professional River Guides and spend their winter weekends floating through whitewater? Because I do.

My friends Gretta, Stephanie and I outside of a very Canadian McDonald's in Langley, BC. This was my first Canadian adventure since arriving in Washington six months ago. Stephanie and Gretta are among my many river-fluent friends. Someday, they will let me come visit them in Oregon to raft on the Deschutes or the Clackamas with them, and I will be happy. I'm happy anyways--just because they are my friends.

My amazing and beautiful Bible Study friends Erin, Esther and Samantha. We love the Lord AND we're hot. It's a pretty dangerous combo. 

The Proverbial Sunrise.

I've been listening to Relient K's new album in my car all week, and there's this line that I keep getting stuck in my head: "I watch the proverbial sunrise coming up over the Pacific." umm...I'm a bit confused about that, because doesn't the sun SET over the Pacific? it's bugging me. I guess the next line says, "I might be losing my mind..." but the song is making me lose MY mind! maybe that's the point.

I've had a rather busy week, preparing for our Arlington YD fundraising banquet in March and preparing the promotional materials for "Bob's Island Getaway," (our re-named spring retreat on San Juan Island.) AND--I've been ridiculously tired after getting 6-8 hours of sleep all last weekend. Aaargh.

Bronco and I are starting a new book study today for training purposes...and after 38 pages, I'm still interested, which is a good sign...(I often abandon books in the first 38 pages and then say 'oh yeah, i've read that' when it comes up, even though i only read the first 38 pages...humorously enough, no one ever notices the difference.) The book is called Hurt by Chap Clark. It's a rather scientific psychosocial look at contemporary adolescent culture with some actual research involved in examining teenagers. This is impressive, considering that most resource books on youth culture speak in sweeping generalizations and grandiose simplifications.

One of the key things that he has identified in the first 38 pages, which I am totally down with is this: "Midadolescents [teens age 13-18] are fully capable of penetrating and insightful dialogue regarding a variety of topics and issues, but when it comes to applying the conclusions reached during these discussions to a relationship or social reality, especially in a different social context, they cannot see the connection" (Clark 37). AMEN! Preach it brother. If I could bottle up all of the ideals and good intentions of my kids and release them as actual actions and behaviors, well, I would not need to be doing what I'm doing.

So I now await Bronco to arrive in the office so we can discuss contemporary youth culture as I wait anxiously to be at the end of today's work day because TOMORROW, I am going kayaking with four friends. Hoorah! It will be my second venture in a hardshell kayak. (That is not a picture of me or of any trick I will be able to do in the near future, just for the record. I will probably flip over, bail out and nearly drown all in the name of recreation.)

I Survived. It was awesomer.

76 kids and eight hours of sleep in three days later, I am still alive. I have survived 'Winter/Snow without Snow Retreat Weekend 2005.' Lots of high's, lots of low's, but really most importantly--most of the kids had a good time and they got to learn lots about Jesus. Whew. Because that was the point.

Our speaker for the weekend was named Dustin, and he gave a great talk about living our lives "awesomer" with Christ. He made up the word--and three days later, the kids are using it as the new buzz word, which is rather entertaining.

Because it was basically us and 76 kids in the Arlington Free Methodist Church Youth Center building for three days, there was lots of down time--meaning there was lots of time for meaningful conversations with kids. I was able to talk to a girl I've been praying about for 5 months about Jesus for the first time--I was able to find my Owyhee River girl a ride to Sunday School, meaning she will probably finally get integrated into a local church--and I was able to talk to a junior high girl who is feeling like it's hard to believe in God right now.

All in all, the weekend for me really was just about surviving a last-minute entertainment-driven no-sleep schedule. and two days later, I'm feeling okay about it.

Although next year, I guarantee I will be praying and fasting for lots of snow.